Monthly Archives: September 2009

Surprised and so thankful.

Raizing Z and Stina both gifted me with the “one lovely blog” award today and I am so grateful for the recognition. Thank you both so much! It means a lot to me to read your kind words and know that people are enjoying what I write!

The rules for the One Lovely Blog Award are:
Accept the award; post it on your blog together with the name of the person who has granted the award, and his or her blog link. Pass the award to 15 other blogs that you’ve newly discovered. Remember to contact the bloggers to let them know they have been chosen for this award.



Here is my list:
Adjusting to the world
Beth’s Blog
Brown Paper Packages Tied Up With Strings
Diet-Coke Fueled Life
Good, True and Beautiful
Heather’s Hacienda
Life With Sprinkles on Top
Lil-Kid-Things
Low Expectations
My Bubbled Mess
My Heart
Pearls of Wisdom
Striving to be Bold
The Dog’s a Boy Too
~All Day Night~

These are all blogs I keep up with, recently (well…mostly recently) started following, and would love for people to check out! I am going to do my best at notifying these lovely bloggers as soon as possible, but it is late, and I should be in bed. Thank you again to Raising Z and Stina! 

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I miss my son.

Today is day 3 of back to work week and I have yet to work. The plan was to send Collin back to day care full time so I could sub every day and make some sort of income. I am on the substitute list at 4 (count ‘em – FOUR) different school districts and have yet to get a call. So, here I sit, mopey and tired and down in the dumps today, having a pity party for one.

You see, the thing is, I thought I wanted to work. I even made this post recently about needing to work and having interactions with adults and letting Collin play with his friends, but now I am back to square one. Now that I am sitting here waiting for that phone call I am dreading it. I don’t know if I would feel differently about it if I was teaching in my own classroom at my very own job, but right now all I can think is that I wish he were here, making me laugh, throwing his lunch on the floor, and torturing the dog.

I think if I had the opportunity to stay home, stress-free, I’d jump all over it. I’d love to stay home. I’d love to have play dates, do my best to become a good housewife and I love looking to the future and find myself longing to have the opportunity to chaperone field trips, walk to the bus stop to pick C up and have a full calendar with sports and extra curricular activities… yeah. I want to be that mom (but not this one…).

It has been really hard to send him off to daycare knowing I’ll be home all day. I mean, I’ve gotten a TON of stuff done, which is great, but its killing me that we’re paying for this and here I am, at the computer, rather than making some money. It is also really hard to send him off when I love being with him all day long, playing with his kitchen, watching him ride on his bike, and enjoying so many laughs together.

I think he may be a comedian when he grows up. Okay, maybe not, but he’s quite the entertainer right now. Just last night TJ – thats Tio Juan – came over for a visit and Collin had him in stitches because he was copying his burping. To me it sounds more like a growl, but relentlessly whenever TJ burped (he was doing it on purpose) Collin followed up with one of his own. And how about his dancing? Arms straight out to the side, spinning in circles, Collin loves to dance. And if you ask him if he wants to watch Handy Manny I swear he starts humming what sounds like the opening theme song.

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. He is at SUCH a fun age, I am so sad to give up my time with him. I’ve gone through so many scenarios in my mind… get a night job, work on the weekends… work from home. I don’t know. None of them seem ideal. Actually, I’d love to work from home but I’m not sure how to go about that. I keep telling myself that things happen for a reason, because I do still believe that. I just wish I could have some sort inkling of what direction I’m heading…

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I miss my son.

Today is day 3 of back to work week and I have yet to work. The plan was to send Collin back to day care full time so I could sub every day and make some sort of income. I am on the substitute list at 4 (count ‘em – FOUR) different school districts and have yet to get a call. So, here I sit, mopey and tired and down in the dumps today, having a pity party for one.

You see, the thing is, I thought I wanted to work. I even made this post recently about needing to work and having interactions with adults and letting Collin play with his friends, but now I am back to square one. Now that I am sitting here waiting for that phone call I am dreading it. I don’t know if I would feel differently about it if I was teaching in my own classroom at my very own job, but right now all I can think is that I wish he were here, making me laugh, throwing his lunch on the floor, and torturing the dog.

I think if I had the opportunity to stay home, stress-free, I’d jump all over it. I’d love to stay home. I’d love to have play dates, do my best to become a good housewife and I love looking to the future and find myself longing to have the opportunity to chaperone field trips, walk to the bus stop to pick C up and have a full calendar with sports and extra curricular activities… yeah. I want to be that mom (but not this one…).

It has been really hard to send him off to daycare knowing I’ll be home all day. I mean, I’ve gotten a TON of stuff done, which is great, but its killing me that we’re paying for this and here I am, at the computer, rather than making some money. It is also really hard to send him off when I love being with him all day long, playing with his kitchen, watching him ride on his bike, and enjoying so many laughs together.

I think he may be a comedian when he grows up. Okay, maybe not, but he’s quite the entertainer right now. Just last night TJ – thats Tio Juan – came over for a visit and Collin had him in stitches because he was copying his burping. To me it sounds more like a growl, but relentlessly whenever TJ burped (he was doing it on purpose) Collin followed up with one of his own. And how about his dancing? Arms straight out to the side, spinning in circles, Collin loves to dance. And if you ask him if he wants to watch Handy Manny I swear he starts humming what sounds like the opening theme song.

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. He is at SUCH a fun age, I am so sad to give up my time with him. I’ve gone through so many scenarios in my mind… get a night job, work on the weekends… work from home. I don’t know. None of them seem ideal. Actually, I’d love to work from home but I’m not sure how to go about that. I keep telling myself that things happen for a reason, because I do still believe that. I just wish I could have some sort inkling of what direction I’m heading…

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Blog for a Cure.

Lani, at Who Knew? Reviews is hosting a blog party to benefit the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. If you head over there and check it out you’ll quickly see that there are plenty of reasons to donate, aside from the whole feeling good about doing something good thing.

From her blog:

Welcome to Blog For A Cure, a blog party that will connect new bloggers from all walks of life, while offering up some great prizes, and most importantly, raising money to benefit the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society.

GL at reaching your goal, Lani!

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Blog for a Cure.

Lani, at Who Knew? Reviews is hosting a blog party to benefit the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. If you head over there and check it out you’ll quickly see that there are plenty of reasons to donate, aside from the whole feeling good about doing something good thing.

From her blog:

Welcome to Blog For A Cure, a blog party that will connect new bloggers from all walks of life, while offering up some great prizes, and most importantly, raising money to benefit the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society.

GL at reaching your goal, Lani!

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